a little bit of charity
for your ravaged mind
I'll give you all that you need
If you can only find
the answer I hid for you
if you can only find
the way that I paved for you
if you can only find

one thing
one insignificant thing
that will make the pain
go
away.

Go away,
Like I want them gone.

I'll give you everything that you want
If only you can remember
what I told you
way back when we were new
When we were something
When we were.

But I'll shoot you first,
I'll put my last bullet in your brain:
it wont be a waste,
that bullet with your name
Like a cigarette on a rainy day,
you'll make me feel the same

joyous

You'll go away,
Like I want them gone.

Recall everything I said to you,
Every little thing.
My Name,
Even my dreams,
My most insignificant thoughts
Between those sheets,
Enduring that pain
Recalling that way you held me

Down

I think I'm falling
You're falling too
I've pulled you with me
Like all fuck-ups do.

Click
Bang

When all is said
and done
You're still the one
who has the gun
You're still the one
who has more fun.

why not shoot yourself?
they mutter
why not end it all?
KILL YOURSELF
they try to convince me
but I'm falling far too fast

head first

Down

Priceless are your words
Inimitable are your thoughts
I love the way YOU are
you're nothing like him
you've pulled me from
my downward fall.
I killed him,
I'll kill you, but for a different reason.

I'll kill you to keep you
I'll kill you for love
I'll kill you so that you'll never leave
I'll kill you to keep our love

Down

He held me down
don't hold me like that,
I know that you don't understand,
Don't comprehend
the way it hurts

but you don't do it again,
you don't continue
you just forget
and stop,
unlike him

I'll give you everything you want
I want everything
to be yours
I want to see your happiness
and share it

Down

We'll both go down
So low

I remember the way
You touched me
You sick fucker.
Do you even think
that I'll be near you again?
You sick bastard,
you stole everything

away....

fading away,
so cold,
I want to sleep.
your voice,
in my mind--so soft
then blackness,
auditory and visual nothingness
then you again
a seizure?  
am I dying?
I want to sleep.
Keep me awake,
I'll see you tomorrow.

I love you.

I hate him...
you know I hate him.

Down
I wanna go down
I wanna fall down
spiraling down
again,
I'm down
low
dead.